I hate staying up late night. The whole part of my body ask me to stop this such of a cruel thing -waking up til dawn- for my innocent body itself, but my mind doesn't say so.
Then I hate staying up late night in front of my screen folding my foot into a sort of a shape and so that will cramp my foot in the 4 AM morning by tomorrow, make me scream calling my mama from my bed in this hundred kilos far from her.
And I hate staying up late night grumbling my sorry-to-say life with an overrated feeling as if I was the unluckiest people above this land. It just remembers me that I'm less grateful. :(
So I hate staying up late night imagining with all my mind so long that my dreams will come true by the day i wake up because of the power of mind as like as mentioned in the law of attraction theory. poor me.
What now? I still hate staying up late night. Changing the tv channel in every ten second gap, yet I even don't know what the tv shows tell about.
When I stay up late night like this, I usually miss my childhood moments.. when I couldn't sleep alone then I would borrow my mother from my father's arm. :) , when i still peep in my short everyday I was sleeping.. :) , when I was afraid if my mama caught me playing with my neighbor-mate til the day was over, when I couldn't cross alone the quiet streets in my hometown, when I went home after the level up celebration school bringing my report book , when I watched the Yoko and Bibi Lung serial together with my siblings, :p....and when I was that when I was this.... remembering all of those just gets me some weeps. :(( hiks...
Bye nite.
Then I hate staying up late night in front of my screen folding my foot into a sort of a shape and so that will cramp my foot in the 4 AM morning by tomorrow, make me scream calling my mama from my bed in this hundred kilos far from her.
And I hate staying up late night grumbling my sorry-to-say life with an overrated feeling as if I was the unluckiest people above this land. It just remembers me that I'm less grateful. :(
So I hate staying up late night imagining with all my mind so long that my dreams will come true by the day i wake up because of the power of mind as like as mentioned in the law of attraction theory. poor me.
What now? I still hate staying up late night. Changing the tv channel in every ten second gap, yet I even don't know what the tv shows tell about.
When I stay up late night like this, I usually miss my childhood moments.. when I couldn't sleep alone then I would borrow my mother from my father's arm. :) , when i still peep in my short everyday I was sleeping.. :) , when I was afraid if my mama caught me playing with my neighbor-mate til the day was over, when I couldn't cross alone the quiet streets in my hometown, when I went home after the level up celebration school bringing my report book , when I watched the Yoko and Bibi Lung serial together with my siblings, :p....and when I was that when I was this.... remembering all of those just gets me some weeps. :(( hiks...
Bye nite.
